Thursday, July 6

Better Late Than Never

I know this is a little late, but here are the Father's Day gifts I made. The one with the handprint is Kenneth's, and the one with the baby carriage is my Daddy's. That's how I told my parent's another grandbaby was on the way!

Friday, June 23

A little photo entry...

It's been awhile since I've posted any photos, so I figured I'd overdo it today!

Last weekend, we visited some family and here Ashleigh is, playing with her cousin Jayden, who's just a few days younger:



Ashleigh got lots of presents from the grandparents last week:



Some photos we took during my Mom's last visit:



Ashleigh's first time in the pool:


These are two of my favorite photos of Ashleigh from the past month or so:



In pregnancy news:
I'm six weeks along and feel about 4 months. Seriously. I haven't gained ANY weight, don't feel like eating half the time...BUT MAN, my clothes are sure getting tighter. Especially pants. I've already outgrown all the stuff that fit, and fear I'll quickly outgrow the things that were too big a month ago. I think before long I'll just have to switch to maternity stuff so people will know I'm pregnant, not just getting fatter at a frightening pace. You might think I'm exagerating, but I was looking through my little pregnancy scrapbook last night, I I think I look about like I did when I was 4 months along with Ashleigh. YIKES!! I know they say you show quicker with the second baby, but I'm beginning to worry all those twin predictions might be true.

Have a great weekend!

Tuesday, June 20

Things I've Realized

Today while working on a very tedious project, I had lots of time to think and I've realized a few things about myself:

-I really like alone time on occasion. Usually I can't get it when I want it.
-When I have alone time, it really ticks me off when I can't enjoy it; for whatever reason.
-My music tastes are very fickle. What I love today, I might HATE tomorrow.
-Even though I've done this "pregnancy thing" before, I've forgotten alot! I feel compelled to read every pregnancy book I can get my hands on. (Still skipping all the scary parts, of course!)
-I have been blessed with the most adorable, loving wonderful daughter. Can I be so blessed the second time? (OF COURSE!)
-I'm really hung up on the pregnancy stuff. Obsessed, really. Even though now I KNOW that things get infinetly harder AFTER birth.
-Will this be a boy or girl? Will he or she look just like Kenneth? Or will there be a little bit of me in there?

-I thought of a few other things, but I've forgotten them. (Yes, that little forgetfulness thing you've heard about pregnancy? Very true!)

Sunday, June 18

Top 8 Mom Sayings

These are things that remind you that you're a Mom the second they come out of your mouth. Be sure to read to number 1, it's a doosey!
9. Don't grab other people's pee-pees. (Ashleigh walked up to me, grabbed my crotch and yelled pee-pee. Thank GOD we were at home.)
8. Don't eat the cat food!
7. Get your finger out of your nose. (At least, I HOPE you're talking to a child on this one.)
6. Stop chewing your toe.
5. Don't drink your bath water.
4. You can't eat that, it's been on your bootie! (Food out of high chair seat before I get it cleaned out.)
3. Don't stick your tongue in my nose!!! (Yeah, that was my reaction too!)
2. Don't try to look under someone's butt when they're on the toilet. (too hard to explain, trust me.
1. Sweetie, you're going to be a big sister because Mommy has a baby growing in her belly.

Yep, that's right. We found out last week that Ashleigh will have a brother or sister sometime in February, probably. I go to the doctor on July 11, I'll have an exact due date then.

And yes, it was a surprise.

And yes, after the shock wore off, we're very, very happy.

We don't care if it's a boy or girl, we just want a healthy child.

Yes, we'll find out if it's a boy or girl as soon as they'll do a sonogram! Not caring does NOT equal not wanting to know.

Just trying to answer all the obvious questions. ; )

OH, and for those of you out there on Ortho-Tricyclen...be careful. That's all I'm going to say...

Friday, June 2

12 Years Ago Tomorrow...


Kenneth and I will have been married for 12 years! Man, where has the time gone?

In 12 years we've:
::Had 10 (?) vehicles
::Bought a house
::Had 8 jobs
::Had one lay-off
::Had one broken leg
::Had one totalled car (that still makes me sad...)
::Had 2 hospitalizations (not related to broken leg OR totalled car)
::Lost 3 grandparents
::Worked through the possibility we might not have children
::Experienced the joy of having a daughter
::Realized we probably won't ever have any money, but that's OK
::Learned about ourselves and eachother

Best things about our marriage
::We're best friends
::We trust eachother completely
::We give eachother plenty of room and time to ourselves
::We can admit we get on eachother's nerves; and that's OK
::When we're upset with eachother and don't even like to be in the same room together, our love and committment is never in question!

Tuesday, May 30

More wedding pics

My sister & brother-in-law got to leave the church in this sweet ride! Of course, lots of us had our photo made with it. It's probably the closest I'll ever get to a Rolls Royce!


I don't have a single one with all three of us looking the same way! Maybe the other photographers had better luck!

Mr & Mrs Josh Williams...



I officially have another brother-in-law! The wedding was beautiful and the reception food a little too good, if you know what I mean. ; )

I'll post a few more of my photos when I get a chance, and lots more when I get my hands on the good ones that Cat took!

Hope you all had a great holiday weekend!

Aside from the wedding: Ashleigh was really good and sweet all weekend long. We took it pretty easy after the wedding. Saturday night we stayed at Cory & Josh's apartment (NO, they weren't there!) and slept in Sunday morning. We got home about 4:00 and didn't do much the rest of the weekend.

I'm really dragging today, but that's because Ash woke up throwing up about 3am and I didn't get back to sleep until after 5am. She started running fever about 9:30 this morning. I just don't know why she gets sick so much! Blah.

Oh well, more later, I promise!!

Sunday, May 14

Happy Mother's Day!

Hope everyone has had a good weekend so far. Mine has been quite busy, but good and productive.

Kenneth made it home safe and sound Friday afternoon, Ashleigh and I are both happy to have him back.

Saturday Cory and I went to Tuscaloosa and bought the (silk) flowers for:
::4 flower arrangements
::14 bouteniers (sp?)
::2 Mother's corsages
::8 server corsages
::4 bridesmaid bouquets
::1 bridal bouquet
::1 "toss" bouquet
We also bought the ribbon, etc. for 4 pew markers. We left at 8:30 and got home at 6, but we got some beautiful things. We finished up everything this morning and Cory should be a little over halfway to Columbia with it all now.

Mom came down today and got to see all the wedding flowers and we got to spend some time together. Ashleigh was a little on the whiney side, clinging to me--I guess since I was gone yesterday. We TRIED to take some photos but that didn't go well AT ALL. Hopefully Kenneth will get some shots of me and Ash tonight. Gotta have photos of me and my girl on Mother's Day!

I got some money, a keychain and a lamp for Mother's Day. That's all very nice, but here's the best gift of all:
I was awake when Ashleigh woke up this morning. (Yes, in our bed-I know, I know...) I closed my eyes and she thought I was still asleep. She leaned over and whispered "Hey! Hey Mama!" followed by something in her little language only she understands. Then she kissed me on my cheek and rubbed my head. Then she laid her head down on the pillow right by my face and put her little arm around my neck. After a minute or so I opened my eyes and she was looking right into them! She grinned really big, said hey again and patted my cheek. Like me waking up was all she needed to make her day complete.

Moments like that make it worth all the interruptions, distractions, messes, crying and whining.

It's also very comforting to know that my Mom loves me just as much as I love Ashleigh. Very cool feeling, indeed...

Thursday, May 11

Little Reminders

Sometimes it's good to pay attention to the little (and not-so-little) reminders of how truly blessed you are with your life. It's so easy to get bogged down in all the negativity.

Little reminders I've had lately:
::Several weeks ago, on my way to an appointment I drove by what I can best describe as row houses. They are so tiny, and look like they might fall over in a strong wind. They would fit inside the living/dining room/kitchen of our home. And I'm pretty sure there are two "living spaces" in each of those buildings! And no air conditioning.

::A co-worker is going through chemo right now to fight off cancer AND her mother is in a hospital a few hours away fighting cancer. My co-worker got a call this morning that she needed to go be with her mom...keep them in your prayers.

::I hear people talk about their unhappy marriages and other related problems and feel so thankful that Kenneth and I have a solid marriage.

::I learn about others losing their children to birth defects and am reminded how blessed we are that Ashleigh is healthy.

::When I watch Ashleigh sleeping (or playing) I'm so overwhelmed with love. I thank God every day that he allowed me to become a mother.

::Seeing Kenneth and Ashleigh together remind me how blessed I am to have married a man who is a wonderful Daddy.

Have you had any little reminders of how blessed you are?

Sunday, May 7

Superhuman Mommy Powers & the Pimp Hat

Saturday was the Market Street Festival in Columbus. Diane (mother-in-law) and I took a cranky Ashleigh to her first festival ever. The weather was perfect and I was excited just to be out with two people I enjoy spending time with. Kenneth being there would have made it better, but he had plans with his brother, several hours away. :(

We only stayed about an hour, Ash was a little bipolar-squealing happy one minute, whining and fussy the next. I tried some teething tablets, and just succeeded in making her look like she'd been sucking on a powdered donut. So after she got a temporary "Girls Rule" tattoo, a balloon, and a Dora the Explorer beach ball, we headed out. OH! she did get to see some "teenage" ducks up close (not babies, not grown--so what do you call them?) some rabbits and some parrots. We was a little too cranky to try the petting zoo and pony rides. Maybe next year...

Next we stopped by a thrift store. After a few failed attempts, I managed to get a dose of Motrin down Ashleigh. (Enter Superhuman Mommy Powers) I basically put her in a headlock, held her mouth open, kept her arms pinned down, gave her a dropper full of medicine AND made sure she swallowed it. Yes, we were in the middle of the store. And no, I wasn't embarrassed at all. She was her happy self in less than 10 minutes.

Next we went to a dollar store where Diane bought Ashleigh a fuzzy purple hat. (Enter the Pimp Hat) Ashleigh just loves hats and makes a cute little pimp! ;)

The afternoon included a visit from a satellite service guy, who fixed what the first guy did wrong when he installed it last weekend. Now if I can just learn where all my favorite channels are on this system, I'll be happy!

Got 2 rooms and the hallway steam-cleaned and various other cleaning done Saturday afternoon.

Visited some neighbors, found some nail "treatment" that promises to keep my nails from splitting and chipping as well as a great neutral color--possible candidate for my sister's wedding and scored some great grocery deals. All with Ashleigh wearing her Pimp Hat. She slept through most of the shopping, though...

Today was MUCH more laid back. So much so that the living room and her room and littered with toys...almost like I never cleaned.

Kenneth brought me a Clarion Ledger (he always brings me newspapers when he goes somewhere) so I went through it, clipped out a few eye-catching ads.

WEEKEND MOVIES: Saturday-"The In-Laws" with Michael Douglas, Candice Bergen. It was pretty good. Sunday-"Jersey Girl" Totally get why this one bombed. I mean, when is Hollywood going to learn to go happy, funny romantic comedy OR serious pull-at-your-heartstrings, too real to life? You just can't mix the two and expect good things. Another example of this type thing (to me) "Raising Helen" I got the impression from all the previews it would be pretty funny. Ummmm.....not so much. SO, I hated it!

Anyway, I'll try to get a shot of Ashleigh in her Pimp Hat tomorrow morning to post, along with my scrapbook layouts from last weekend!

Friday, May 5

Still Here...

I think about blogging alot...my problem is finding the opportunity to do it!

First, the best news of all: I've now lost 14 pounds!!! YAY! Long way to go, but I'm proud of me.

Looking forward to the Market Street Festival weekend with Ashleigh and my mother-in-law, IF it's not raining. I don't do festivals in the rain. Sorry.

Random thought: Do you ever burp and it goes through your nose and hurts really bad? That happened to me yesterday while driving. Dr. Pepper burp. I wonder how dragons manage to breathe fire, LOL!!

Have a great weekend.

(Yes Kelley, I know I need to post my pages, but I forgot to bring the photos of them with me today. Sorry!)

Sunday, April 23

Angry

I was almost through with my post and Ashleigh got in my lap hit a button and it's gone. G.O.N.E. And SHE's the one crying. I didn't even yell at her.

Oh well, I'll try to capture the magic again later.

It was really good...sorry you've missed it!

Friday, April 21

TGIF

Boy, was today ever a busy day! I suppose most of it was because of a full page car ad I had to do this morning, but things got all backed up, stress levels started rising...you get the idea. 5:00 (or 5:10) couldn't come quick enough. Kinda makes me dread Monday more than usual. Don't get me wrong, I like my job, it's just that Mondays bring an end to my pretending I'm a stay-at-home-mom. *Sigh*

I'll have to work our EVERY DAY this next week. Kenneth picked up pizza for supper. It was thin crust from Dominoes so it was too bad calorie-wise, but it wasn't exactly grilled chicken and veggies! I probably used most (or all) of my flex points for the week! (Weight Watchers people will get that one.)

I've officially re-ordered my bridesmaid's dress, since the first one I ordered was HUGE. Now watch, this one will be too small. Keep your fingers crossed for me!

It's raining and icky here, so they postponed Relay for Life until tomorrow at noon. On one hand, it really sucks because so many people-like Rachel- worked so hard to get ready for it all tonight, then it all had to be packed up to be put up again tomorrow. On the other hand, I can take Ashleigh and spend most of the afternoon and have a great time. I didn't have any plans other than the usual cleaning, hanging out and trying to scrapbook, but now I'll be doing Relay. I'm sure Ashleigh will have a blast--she's all about the outdoors. Kenneth might come too, his plans for tomorrow fell through.

Hmmm.....Ashleigh is trying to take her shirt off. Think that's a hint she's ready for her bath? It's past her bathtime anyway, so I better go do that and TRY to get her to sleep at a decent time.

WooHoo

I lost 12 lbs. this month!!! Only .5 this week, but considering Easter and all, I think that was pretty darn good. I'll just focus on the 12....

Wednesday, April 19

Easter Pics

Well, I've got quite a few photos to share, so I won't put them all in my post...be sure to click on the links to look at them all!

Ashleigh had a big weekend! Not only did she get to hunt Easter eggs twice, she got to ride in a little go-kart, just her size!



This is a view I'm seeing more and more:

Quite the independent girl we've got! I can't imagine where she gets it from! : )

Be sure to check out the rest of my photos! You don't want to miss Ashleigh in her straw hat and my sad attempt at an Easter bunny cake!

Friday, April 14

I'm a Loser!

And I mean that in a good way. I lost another 4.5 lbs. this week!!! That makes 11.5 in 3 weeks. I love Weight Watchers.

Any big Easter plans? Ashleigh and I have to do a little wedding related shopping with Cory and Mama Saturday morning, then we're going on to my parent's house for an Easter dinner, and for Ashleigh to hunt some Easter eggs. And we'll have a little family gathering with Kenneth's folks Sunday. Don't know if it'll be right after church or later in the day, though...

Does anyone know why my daughter is so inexplicably terrified of hammering? Not the hammer, just the noise. A month or so ago she freaked out a little bit when I was setting some eyelets on a scrapbook page. Last night, Kenneth was hammering on something and she just totally freaked out, ran screaming and crying to our bedroom and hid behind our bed. (Yes, I went and comforted her, what kind of mommy do you think I am?) Very strange. She hates the vaccuum cleaner, too.

Things here are work are still really busy, but of the manageable sort now. Oh!! And I got a new computer monitor with external speakers that rock!!! Such small things make me happy. ; ) Really nice since I found an iTunes radio station I really like. One of those "Best of the 80's, 90's and today" type stations.

Here are a few photos from last Sunday afternoon. Probably the last time she'll be in long sleeves until this fall! (It's been near 90 all week and will be next week too!)



And if you've ever wondered how silly a 16 month old would look if she insisted on wearing her Daddy's 2X t-shirt, now you know:


Happy Easter!!! Eat some chocolate for me, because I think I'll stay away from it.

Tuesday, April 11

Bad Blogger

I know, I'm a bad blogger these days. I'm just too busy trying to be good at everything else, I suppose.

Good News: I lost 3 more pounds last week, making it a total of 7 pounds in 2 weeks. I have a lot more to go, but that's OK, I'm on the right track!

Otherwise, things are pretty dull. Work, go home, work some more, go to bed, get up late ; ), start all over again.

Kenneth has decided to go to a work conference sometime in May. I think he'll be gone for 2 nights. He'll have loads of fun, plus have lots of "networking opportunities" with some of the higher ups in the organization. That's a good thing.

Ashleigh is just growing up to fast! And her psychotic attachment to me seems to just grow by leaps and bounds. The screaming fits when I drop her off every morning are really wearing on me. It just breaks my heart! (Lord, help me remember this in the teen years when she screams at me to leave her alone, LOL) She did go to sleep just before 9pm last night, so MAYBE she's getting back on track with the time change situation.

As for me....I feel like I'm constantly struggling just to keep up. We're busy all the time at work (which is a good thing) and by the time I do what has to be done in the evenings at home, spend time with Ashleigh and Kenneth and then get her to bed, I'm just ready to fall out! (I do fit working out in almost every day though, YAY me!) To give you an example: Ashleigh was in our bed this morning. I do NOT remember her waking up crying and me going to her room and getting her. I asked Kenneth if he did, even though I knew he didn't. That's bad when you can do something like that in your sleep. Or, I guess it's just part of being a Mommy.

Oh, and I do plan on posting some more photos....someday!

Tuesday, April 4

Busy, busy, busy!

Same old story, too busy....

BUT, the weekend went well. I'll try to post some photos of the bridal later. Kenneth had a great trip, made it home safe & sound.

But for now, here's a photo of my sweet baby:

Friday, March 31

Well.....

I've lost 4 pounds in the first week! : ) I'm a happy camper.

Have a good weekend!!!

Thursday, March 30

WHAT?!?

This morning I remembered something I've wanted to post for a couple of days:

Earlier this week, I went to Wal-Mart to buy several needed items, including sinus medicine. When Checker Girl scanned the medicine it beeped and she had to stop to read the screen. You know how some people always mumble when they read? She obviously had this problem. I heard "mumble, mumble, customer 18?" here she glances up at me, then mumbles "definitely" and hits the button to proceed.

DEFINITELY?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!

What the heck did she mean by THAT? I mean, I know I'm 33 and don't look like a teenager anymore, but come on! Did she have to be so tactless, rude and insensitive? I don't think so.

Lacking people skills? Definitely!!!

::Kenneth and the guys made it out to Texas just fine!

Wednesday, March 29

Look Out Texas (and other ramblings...)

That's right, all of you who live in east Texas, anyway. Kenneth, his Daddy and youngest brother are headed your way. Right now. Kenneth left about 8:30 tonight, headed to Jacksonville, TX (wherever THAT is) for the Mud Nationals. All I really know is it's a big thing where he'll ride his 4-wheeler and break in those new tires he bought about a month ago. I just made sure he packed his Singulair and inhaler, and I cleaned off the memory card of my old digital camera. So I can rest assured he'll be able to breathe and take photos. ; ) And he'll be home sometime Sunday. We'll miss him, but I'm going to be busy with last minute preparations for my sister's bridal shower. I'm leaving work at lunchtime Friday and heading up to my parent's house for the weekend. My Mom is so excited that Ashleigh will be there so long. I'm sure my Daddy is too, but you know men just don't usually show excitement like women. Spending the night away from home is a hassle because it throws our whole routine off, but that's OK. Ashleigh needs time with my side of the family (I do to!).

The "diet thing" is going quite well. Since I have crappy scales (that will be replaced with digital ones this weekend I hope) I don't know how much I've lost exactly, but I have dropped a few pounds, I think. I'm doing Weight Watchers (again--just following the plan, not going to meetings) and it's so easy to get back into the groove that it's impossible to remember why I ever stop and gain weight again. I've been working out every day too! I'd love to win the money, but losing weight and feeling better about myself is really the only prize I need.

Ashleigh is growing up too fast! She just learns new things and gets cuter and sweeter every day. It seems that way. I actually cried a little when I left her this morning. Not just because she was crying and screaming "No Mama!" when I started to leave. It just really hit me that this complete dependence she has in me; the belief that I can right all wrongs and make all hurts vanish will be gone before I know it. Sometimes it can be a little irritating when I can't have 5 seconds of peace when she's awake because she wants me playing with her constantly; but I know I'll be devastated when these times are gone. OK. Enough of that!!!

Hmmm.....I've thought of all sorts of odd & end things through the week to write about, but now I can't think of anything! Oh well, guess that means it's time to sign off!

Friday, March 24

Getting In Gear

Well, wish me luck!

I am:
::Starting a healthier lifestyle today
::Starting to take care of myself so I can be the Mom/Wife/Friend/Person I need to be
::Being positive that I CAN and WILL do this.
::Stopping "trying" and starting "doing"
::Going to exercise at least 5 days a week, preferably 7

Bet you're wondering what's inspired me today, of all days. Well, I'll be honest. It's competition with some money for the prize.
Several of us at work (12, I think) began a weight loss "competition" today. Everyone chips in $10 and at the end of the month, whoever has lost the most weight wins all the money. My sister's wedding in 2 months also serves as motivation. I don't want people to think she chose an elephant for the matron of honor! Not that I'll be anywhere near my goal weight in 2 months, but I can look quite a bit thinner!

I've been playing at trying to be healthier with sporadic success since Ashleigh was born. But now with so many eyes watching and $120 at stake, it's ON!!! I'm so tired of not fitting in the majority of my clothes and feeling so uncomfortable in my own body that I don't want to leave the house.

I'll keep you updated. For real this time. I'm going to weigh in every Friday morning.

Have a great weekend! Mine will be busy with a wedding, (where I serve groom's cake-grrr....) completing some gift projects and cleaning my house. Joy oh joy...

Wednesday, March 22

Getting Caught Up

Why is it that if you miss a little sleep, it takes forever to get caught back up? I've gotten a decent night's sleep the past two nights-I even went to bed early last night and overslept this morning! And I think I'm even sleepier than yesterday...argh! Oh well, I'll feel well-rested again someday. It might take a few years, but I know it'll happen.

Things have been relatively quiet in the Taylor household, nothing much to report. Ashleigh learned to make a rooster noise on Monday and that is just priceless! Kenneth's getting ready to go on his trip to Texas at the end of the month and I'm making bridal shower preparations. Also need to get wedding invitations designed for my sister before she kills me!

Oh!!! Happy, happy, joy, joy-I'm getting my hair done tonight! I'm even more excited than usualy because I'm long overdue for a trim and root job. I had an appointment a couple of weeks ago, but Ashleigh's flu cancelled that out!

I did get Ashleigh's Easter dress yesterday...it's really cute (of course, why would I buy a dress I thought was ugly, LOL) I'll try to post a photo soon.

Oh, just a little note: those Biore Pore strips say just to use them on your nose, and I now know why-they don't work anywhere else. I tried cutting one in half to put in my chin and it didn't do anything but bother Ashleigh. She kept pointing at my chin saying uh-uh and ow!

Monday, March 20

Good Weekend

Well, we had a super-busy but fun weekend. My Mom came to our house Friday evening. Then she, Ashleigh and I headed out early Saturday morning for Columbia, MS, about 4 hours away. We met my sister's future in-laws, who are super nice, attended her bridal shower and went shopping. Got home Sunday evening totally exhausted, but it was worth it. Ashleigh has started drooling again-thought we were past that at 15 months, guess not! Not sleeping well either, joy of all joys. But that's OK. She's started pointing to cars and saying "Car! Vroom, vroom, vroom!" And she also likes to point out doors to us and flip light switches. So that makes the lost sleep worth it to me!!

Got a cool Photoshop action today, here are a few pictures I applied it to:



I think it's pretty neat for a change, anyway!

Monday, March 13

All Better

Well, we've made it through our first bout with the flu...I think. Kenneth and I still aren't feeling any symptoms (knock on wood) and Ashleigh was MUCH better today. She was happy and played and was pretty much back to normal. Saturday was a different story: she felt just a tad better, which meant she was the crankiest little individual I've ever encountered and that's saying something, trust me! I just consider it paying my "Mommy Dues." I mean, everything can't always be smiles and giggles, right?

Got a few small projects underway and one almost completed today. I even managed to squeeze in a couple of movies and some reading the past few days! But when you have a sick child that wants to be held and comforted, there isn't much else to do!

Oh well, off to get ready for another great week!

Friday, March 10

The Flu Sucks

Ashleigh has the flu. After days of sickness and battling high fever, I decided it was time to go to the doctor.

She now has a new pediatrician, and here's why:
After a night of not being able to get her fever under 103.5, I got to the pediatrician's office about 8:30. I was RUDELY told by one of the nurses that they only see appointments, no walk-ins. She'd see if they had an opening for the afternoon, but otherwise, I could go to the ER. WHAT?!?!? I really wanted to scream and curse, but I just said, "NO, I'll take her to another damn doctor!" and left. Grrrr.....so my next and LAST communication with them will be arranging for all her records to be sent to another pediatrician's office. I get angry every time I think about it.....

She was 15 months old Wednesday, here's the best pic from that:


Most of the photos from that evening have expressions more like this one below. But come on, she does have the FLU!


From last Sunday, this was her first 4-wheeler ride:



Kenneth was checking out the new camera, and the cat had to investigate and Kenneth got this funny shot:


Here are a couple of her playing outside Sunday afternoon. I know they won't win any photography awards, but I like them!



I hope her love of reading continues! Also love the new zoom--I was about 18 feet away when I snapped this:

Monday, March 6

Lovin' It!

Oh yeah....I think I love my camera. Haven't gotten to play with it too much or figure out many of the features, but I snapped these Friday night of Kenneth and Ashleigh with the continuous shooting mode:




We were shopping ALL DAY Saturday (left at 9:15, got home at 7:30) and my Mom came to visit Sunday. Little sad that Daddy didn't come, but that's OK. Ashleigh got a new carseat and Kenneth and I got a few things as well. Felt kinda crappy on Sunday, but still had a wonderful weekend overall!

Hope everyone else did too...

Friday, March 3

The Good and The Bad

I'll try to actually write something later, but for now, here are a couple of photos of Ashleigh. One being super cute in her little bunny "thug" hat she loves to play with, and one that shows her temper in full force. I have photos of my layouts I've recently done, will try to post soon!



If I don't get to post again soon, I hope you all have a wonderful weekend!!! We've got a little shopping planned, hopefully dinner with some friends, and my camera is supposed to arrive TODAY!!! (It left Memphis at 2am today...LOL...gotta love UPS tracking!)

Wednesday, March 1

Long time, no blog

Just haven't been in the mood to write, I suppose. The hell that was our special section ended last week, so things might get back to normal, whatever that is...

Nothing too exciting going on the the Taylor world...
::My camera is due to be delivered Friday by UPS, that IS exciting, actually...
::Dentist appointment for some long-overdue fillings next Wednesday, BLAH!
::Dreading getting our checkbook/finances in order MUCH MORE than the dentist
::Ashleigh just gets cuter and sweeter every day
::Kenneth is still a good husband

OH! I do have one little funny story:
Monday night, I decided to try converting Ashleigh's crib to a toddler bed; just to see how she'd do with it. Other babies her age in my family have made the switch, so I figured why not? WELL...she was all excited about being able to crawl in and out of her bed. I still thought it was a little high (chest high on her) so I put a body pillow in the floor next to it. After putting her to bed, I added some more pillows because the over-protective neurotic mommy part of me was sure that even with the body pillow, she might fall out of the bed in such a way that her neck might snap. So now there was basically a pillow ramp leading up to her mattress. Fastforward to 12:15: I hear wimpering and whining over the baby monitor. I thought I'd go check because of the bed situation. I go in, she's not in the bed. She's actually nowhere NEAR the bed, She's over half-way across the room, on her belly, butt up in the air. And she's whining because she's trying to scoot forward and can't because a piece of furniture is in her way! Obviously, my pillows worked, because she never even knew she was out of her bed! The rail was back on her bed before bedtime Tuesday....

Wednesday, February 22

I'm still here!

I know I say this too often, but I really have been awfully busy. Honest. But I do think (and hope and pray) that things are soon going to return to normal, whatever that might be. : )

The special section from hell is over. It's the biggest ever this year and I must say that everyone did really well working together this year. I probably would have had a nervous breakdown otherwise. I honestly wasn't even that stressed about it all. When I have lots of work, I go into deep concentration mode, which is often mistaken for being stressed out. By today, however, I'm just plain worn out. Sheer willpower got me out of bed and out of the house this morning.

I'm excited about getting a bit of a break tomorrow, though. Depending on how things go, it might be a full-blown day off, although I hope not, because then Friday will just be more hectic. Too bad my "break" comes in the form of my yearly check-up. Eeeww. You'd think after pregnancy, that wouldn't even phase me, but I dread it just the same. Ugh.

Wednesday, February 15

Photo Magic

The other day in all my free time (ha ha ha) I decided to play around with this photo of Ashleigh. I'll show you my final version, then the original, then tell you what I did. So if you don't care what I did, you can easily skip it. : )

The FInished Product


What I Started With


Don't you just LOVE Photoshop? I do!

First, I made 2 copies of the original layer. On the top layer, I applied a surface blur that gives Ashleigh that softer look, almost like a painting. On the middle layer, I applied a lens blur, to obscure the background. I applied a mask to the top layer, and painted on it to reveal the blurred background on the middle layer, then I merged the top two layers. Then I applied a mask and then painted on that to reveal the red heart on her jumper underneath. I started to make her shirt red too, but decided that it was too much. Next I set the pencil opacity to about 10% and colored her eyes blue. This was about the third way I tried to do that and got the most satisfactory results with it. Then, I cropped it.

Sorry if the little tutorial bored you, but I just don't have alot to talk about right now!

Tuesday, February 14

Happy Heart Day!



Whether you have big plans, small plans, or no plans at all, I hope you have a wonderful day! Kenneth and I don't do big Valentine's Days. We do acknowledge it, but there are no huge bouquets or bunches of balloons or anything grandiose. Tonight will involve the usual cooking dinner, hanging out, etc. No pressure-and we like that.

Although chocolate would be nice....

Have a wonderful day!

Monday, February 13

Busy, Busy, BUSY!

Busy at work, busy at home....and I don't even have that little "it'll slow down after the holidays" mantra to recite in my head when I get overwhelmed!

For those who don't know, I work at a newspaper and our biggest special section of the year deadlines soon so we are swamped. And at home, well...I work full-time, have a husband, a 14-month old daughter and a cat. And all the housework that come with that. ; )

Pam, her hubby and son, Rachel and her children came to the house Saturday to scrapbook. And we ate. Alot. Rachel threated her son's life a time or two, which lead to one of many funny moments in our day: Rachel is holding Clay by his wrist, telling him what she'll do to him if he doesn't behave and he tells her that she's cutting off his insulation. Most of the others were more of a visual nature and wouldn't translate well here.

I got 4 pages completed and 3 more planned. Ashleigh was really fussy Saturday night and Sunday. Her jaw teeth are coming in and they are hurting her pretty badly, I think. My poor baby.

And for all of you out there who are into digital cameras, tell me what you use. I've pretty much settled on a Canon PowerShot S2 IS. It's 5MP with a 12X optical zoom. Not sure about digital zoom, because I wouldn't use that anyway. I'd love to get a Nikon D50 or D70, OR a Canon Digital Rebel, but those are out of my price range. (I'm trying to stick around $500--don't wan't to blow our entire refund!!!)

I'd make the promise here to blog more regularly, but who am I kidding? Maybe in another week or two...

Tuesday, February 7

This & That...

::Do instant potatoes count as a vegetable? I didnt' think so....Well, that was the only "veggie" Ashleigh had for dinner. Does that make me a bad Mom? (Hint: If your answer is yes, keep it to yourself!)

::Two signs my parents are gaga over their only grandchild:
*My Mom just had to go get Ashleigh out of bed Sunday morning so she could cuddle her before she
woke up. (She tolerates minimal cuddling from most anyone but me.)
*My Dad voluntarily tuned in to the Wiggles before church. Ashleigh was still and watched
for a good 5-7 minutes! After she lost total interest, I think he changed the channel. : )

::One sign I'm a sure nerd:
*I got a little too excited that I figured out (all by myself) how to make adjustments in Quark to keep
my imported graphics from going all crazy, color-wise.

::One sign I'm getting old:
*It's almost 10 and I just wondered why I'm not in bed yet!!!

Monday, February 6

Busy Weekend

Well, I had a very busy but fun weekend.

Cory came up and spent the night Friday night, then she, Ashleigh and I met Mom and Regina in Tupelo. We got the stuff for her wedding dress (Mom is making it) and did some other shopping. It was a long day, but lots of fun. Especially since Ashleigh didn't have a major meltdown until about 30 minutes before we got to my parent's house to spend the night! But it only took me singing Old McDonald THE ENTIRE TIME to keep her quiet. You should all be very thankful you weren't in the car with us!

Ashleigh was thoroughly spoiled by her Aunt Cory, as well as her grandparents. But I suppose in a way she earned it, she put on quite a show dancing for them! Tell me, what's cuter than a 14-month-old trying to shake her booty to the music? When she's your 14-month-old, probably nothing!

My aunt brought her granddaughter over Saturday night, and Ashleigh decided it'd be fun to sit in Jayden's lap!


She also loved the 5 foot caterpillar my parents bought her for Valentine's Day. They're in Wal-Mart if you want to check it out in person. Here she is snuggling with it first thing Sunday morning:

Friday, February 3

Ready for the Weekend

I'm so ready for the weekend! I'm sure you are too.

Random Thoughts
::If a man nearly knocks you over to get to the door first so he can open it for you, it isn't really being polite, is it?
::Why is it that in the 1,900 sq. ft. of our home, if the cat is going to produce a hairball or throw up in the middle of the night, it will always be where I will step on in within 15 minutes of getting out of bed and 95% of the time, it will be on carpet?

I've refrained as long as possible from posting photos of Ashleigh. Here are a few from last night:


She loves her books! She loves looking at them, having me read them to her AND chewing on them!



Bathtime is always a hit. I think we'll spend alot of time in the kiddie pool this summer!

And remember that homemade apple pie I told you I made last weekend? Well, here is photographic proof of that adventure:

The mess I created.


It might not be beautiful, but it sure tasted good!!! Just ask Rachel.

Also, thanks so much to everyone who let me know that not feeling good enough is something most of us deal with. And for saying I'm a great Mom-well, that's just the best compliment in the world!

Wednesday, February 1

Mood Swings, Anyone?

Does you mood ever go south for no discernable reason? If so, don't you just HATE that?

I sure do.

Today I arrived at work in a fine mood. And left in quite a crappy one, despite my best efforts to NOT be in a bad mood. My day was fine. Nobody made me angry or wronged me in any way. Nothing went particularly wrong. I didn't go to long without food, I didn't miss my morning dose of caffiene...so what is wrong with me? (And no, it's not PMS, either.)

The first half of my day was a little weird, I had a high school junior "shadow" me from 8-12 to learn about my job, to help her make career choices. But she was really pretty cool it was pretty neat to sit there and dispense my advice. For example: if your college offers an honors program, don't bother! Unless you're going to be working in the academic world where people might care, it's just a lot of extra effort for nothing, basically. You might disagree, but I went through the honors program in college and looking back, I would certainly not do it again.

ANYWAY, back on track: I've been wondering what my problem might be and while I think I know what it is, I don't know if I can put it into words very well. You know how some people are really great at something? Well, I just don't think I'm really great at anything. I don't mean just good, I mean really kick-butt awesome. I am constantly frustrated at work because I don't have the resources or the time to create pieces I'm really proud of. I've got to work hard to get out of this mindset, because when I found out I'd won some state press association awards for my work, I was disappointed I didn't win more, rather than be happy I won any at all. It isn't just work though. I'm sure you've notice my ongoing saga to have the perfectly neat and tidy house. If I achieved that type of perfection, we probably wouldn't be comfortable in our own home! And I've used that house-work bit as a reason/excuse not to scrapbook, but maybe I'm not scrapbooking because I think my pages won't be good enough.

I'm not sure how I ended up in this place where I think everyone else's "stuff" is better than mine, but it's so not me! I've never been one to think I'm "all that" but I've always had a healthy self-esteem. And I still do, but it's just got a few bruises, I think.

I feel better just getting that all out there in the open! It also helped that my wonderful mother-in-law made dinner for us and sent it home with Kenneth, so I got to spend the evening hanging out with him and Ashleigh. We had tons of fun, especially to Ashleigh's dancing! She's doing this whole booty bounce/shake her booty thing that is really cute. But now that she's in bed and I've gotten all this off my chest, I think I'll read a few pages in Michael Connely's "The Closers" before I go to sleep. And I'm going to have a great, good mood day tomorrow, darn it!!

Playing TV



When you were a child, did you ever "play" tv games? What I mean is, did you every pretend like you were the character on the tv show, something like that? I remember when my cousin and I would spend several days at a time with our grandparents, we'd pretend we were Cagney & Lacey, or pretend we were Bo & Luke Duke's girlfriends on the Dukes of Hazzard. And of course, how many girls pretended they were WonderWoman? And I don't remember this show at all, but I do remember playing B.J. & the Bear on the playground in first grade. There were probably others that I've forgotten. Like I'm not sure which show it was, but we make walkie-talkies out of band-aid boxes, construction paper and paper clips for something. (Back when Band-Aid boxes were metal-remember that?) And some goofy boy thought they were real...come on, we weren't THAT talented!

If you remember doing things like this, please let me know!! I enjoy fun little walks down memory lane like that....