This has been SUCH a long week. As I've mentioned before, we've been swamped at work. Which is good for job security, I suppose. But when you are sleep deprived because of a miserable teething infant, it sucks for your sanity. Oh well, I wouldn't trade my daughter for all the sleep in the world. I know this won't last forever and someday I'll long for these times when she needed me.
I've got some B-I-G plans for the weekend. Don't confuse big with fun, though. I plan on doing some serious cleaning. Similar to what Kim did last weekend, but I don't know that I'll wash the baseboards with soap & water! The biggest phase of my cleaning will involve cleaning out/organizing/throwing away. I do this at least twice a year, sometimes more. I tend to be a packrat, but I hate clutter! So when I begin to feel my home is a little too crowded, I go on a ruthless cleaning spree. Sure, I might possible need that gadget for 5 minutes 3 years from now, BUT I think I'll cope. And I don't know about you guys, but often I find things I forgot I had. So what good are they to me anyway? I also MUST organize my recipes.
And, in an ideal world, I'll get to watch a few movies and do some scrapbooking. We'll see. I'm going to try really, really hard to do at LEAST one page. I've had the "scrapping bug" for awhile now, and I think my lack of scrapbooking might be contributing to my moodiness.
OH!!! On a positive and happy note, my friend Aimee brought me 3 bras yesterday that she bought and could not wear. While they are not the idea bra style, they DO fit and they DO support. I'm so grateful to her. A good bra is a marvelous thing.
Now that I've told you my home is a cluttered mess and that I wear hand-me-down bras, I'll sign off! Have a good weekend!!
Friday, July 29
Thursday, July 28
Why Oh Why
do my moods fluctuate so? OK, I'm sure the recent sleep deprivation do to my sweet baby girl has something to do with it, but COME ON! I had lots less sleep month ago and didn't have this problem. It's like I'm coasting along just fine...all is well with the world then BAM! For no apparent reason, I am in a foul funky mood. Blah. I just hate it. Especially since I can't put my finger on it. I know the sleep thing can't be helping, as well as I'm getting so very tired of the heat and humidity. It's just icky. And for those of you who've never been to Mississippi, let me assure that that unlike on tv and in the movies we DO have air conditioning. Thank God for central air. Unfortunately, our lives can't be lived inside. I have to go outdoors to go to work. But that just can't be all that's wrong. Maybe it's a lack of things that make me happy?
I think I'll make a list of things that make me happy (in no particular order):
:: A clean and orderly home
:: Really talking and connecting with Kenneth
:: Unrushed time with Ashleigh
:: Reading a good book
:: Making it through the magazine backlog
:: Scrapbooking
:: Exercising (regularly!)
:: Drinking plenty of water
:: Eating well
:: Getting enough sleep
:: Bras that fit well
Hmm......I think I might have hit on something....All these things are important to me, but the only one that seems impossible to attain is that bra one. I LOVE underwire bras, they are the only ones that make me not have a uni-boob. BUT the left underwire always breaks on the outside edge. I've lost 4 bras in 2 weeks due to this. And I can't wear them without the wire. That's just a disaster. (Maybe too much information, but I'm a DD. I don't wish to be flat chested, but really! They do get in the way...) So today I was reduced to wearing a nursing bra. I'm not even kidding. No wonder I'm not in the best mood ever!
Oh well, I actually feel better now. Focusing on a few simple things I can do to "make me feel more like me" (to quote a dear friend) has made me realize it's not that hard. I just have to stop scrambling and do it!
I think I'll make a list of things that make me happy (in no particular order):
:: A clean and orderly home
:: Really talking and connecting with Kenneth
:: Unrushed time with Ashleigh
:: Reading a good book
:: Making it through the magazine backlog
:: Scrapbooking
:: Exercising (regularly!)
:: Drinking plenty of water
:: Eating well
:: Getting enough sleep
:: Bras that fit well
Hmm......I think I might have hit on something....All these things are important to me, but the only one that seems impossible to attain is that bra one. I LOVE underwire bras, they are the only ones that make me not have a uni-boob. BUT the left underwire always breaks on the outside edge. I've lost 4 bras in 2 weeks due to this. And I can't wear them without the wire. That's just a disaster. (Maybe too much information, but I'm a DD. I don't wish to be flat chested, but really! They do get in the way...) So today I was reduced to wearing a nursing bra. I'm not even kidding. No wonder I'm not in the best mood ever!
Oh well, I actually feel better now. Focusing on a few simple things I can do to "make me feel more like me" (to quote a dear friend) has made me realize it's not that hard. I just have to stop scrambling and do it!
Wednesday, July 27
Funny Cat
Got this in an e-mail and just HAD to share!!!
Cracks me up every time I see it.
Sorry Kelley....
Cracks me up every time I see it.
Sorry Kelley....
Loving Grandma
Ashleigh was getting so sleepy here! She was being so sweet, loving on my Mom, but in the photo she just looks like she's waving at the camera!
My Mom is so funny, she just lights up every time she sees Ashleigh. My daughter is so luck to have so many people who love her!
My Mom is so funny, she just lights up every time she sees Ashleigh. My daughter is so luck to have so many people who love her!
My Sweet Girl
OK, don't know WHY my make up is mostly gone and my hair pulled back in almost every photo I half-way like of Ashleigh and me together, but that seems to be the case. Just love my little baby girl. OK, not so little baby girl. ; )
A Little Adventure
Well, this morning wasn't the usual routine for me. At least the drive in to the office wasn't.
When I dropped Ashleigh off at my mother-in-law's house, she told me I might have trouble because Hwy. 45 (major highway going into the town where I work) seemed to be blocked. They have a police scanner and she heard that there was some sort of incident and there was some type of fuel all over the road and they were calling for clean-up crews. Also the police were chasing someone. The details were a little sketchy.
ANYWAY, as I approach the scene, I'm surprised to find traffic backed up for a mile or so. Luckily, I was at a turn-around point and able to avoid sitting traffic for a long amount of time. I could have went back home, but how would I know when the road was clear? I decided to try to find my way around by using backroads. Now, I didn't grow up in this area so I don't know the backroads that well. But I was more than willing to try. It was a great adventure, but I'm so proud of myself....I DIDN'T GET LOST!! I thought that the odds were pretty good that I would, but I found my way just fine. I was almost an hour late for work....but oh well, life goes on! Luckily in my department, we don't get in trouble for being late. But they all knew I had to go WAY out of the way to get here.
Last night was pretty boring. Watched most of the movie Office Space. LOVE that movie!!! Went to bed a little before 9, trying to make up getting about 3 hours of sleep the night before. Poor Ashleigh, think she's about to cut her top front teeth. Teething is from the devil, by the way, LOL. Causes all sorts of disruptions! I did try Ashleigh on Stage 3 baby food. (That means it has chunks and hunks in it.) She made faces, gagged, coughed and generally acted like she was dying. But I made her eat half a jar and a little over half-way through she toned down the theatrics. She just tried to use defensive maneuvers to keep the food from getting to her mouth! Maybe tonight will go a little better...
When I dropped Ashleigh off at my mother-in-law's house, she told me I might have trouble because Hwy. 45 (major highway going into the town where I work) seemed to be blocked. They have a police scanner and she heard that there was some sort of incident and there was some type of fuel all over the road and they were calling for clean-up crews. Also the police were chasing someone. The details were a little sketchy.
ANYWAY, as I approach the scene, I'm surprised to find traffic backed up for a mile or so. Luckily, I was at a turn-around point and able to avoid sitting traffic for a long amount of time. I could have went back home, but how would I know when the road was clear? I decided to try to find my way around by using backroads. Now, I didn't grow up in this area so I don't know the backroads that well. But I was more than willing to try. It was a great adventure, but I'm so proud of myself....I DIDN'T GET LOST!! I thought that the odds were pretty good that I would, but I found my way just fine. I was almost an hour late for work....but oh well, life goes on! Luckily in my department, we don't get in trouble for being late. But they all knew I had to go WAY out of the way to get here.
Last night was pretty boring. Watched most of the movie Office Space. LOVE that movie!!! Went to bed a little before 9, trying to make up getting about 3 hours of sleep the night before. Poor Ashleigh, think she's about to cut her top front teeth. Teething is from the devil, by the way, LOL. Causes all sorts of disruptions! I did try Ashleigh on Stage 3 baby food. (That means it has chunks and hunks in it.) She made faces, gagged, coughed and generally acted like she was dying. But I made her eat half a jar and a little over half-way through she toned down the theatrics. She just tried to use defensive maneuvers to keep the food from getting to her mouth! Maybe tonight will go a little better...
Tuesday, July 26
Feeling Explosive
OK, I don't know what it is, but for two days now, I have been in a bad mood from the time I arrived at work until the time I left. Luckily, while I'm not here, I'm in a great mood.
As the aftenoon progresses, I feel like I might die if I have to sit here any longer. Do you ever feel like that? Like there is pressure building up inside and you're going to just explode? Now usually when I feel this way, there is a reason that I can attribute it to. Not so today. Nothing particularly stressful going on. Nobody has pissed me off. I don't have PMS. I'm taking my medicine, LOL. ; )
Maybe it's just that I would so much rather be at home. Oh, to have all day every day to scrapbook, play with Ashleigh, keep the house all nice and tidy.... {sigh} Of course, Kenneth would have to get a MASSIVE raise or we'd have to win the lottery or something like that. And since I don't think that's going to happen, I better get over this little phase I'm going through.
As the aftenoon progresses, I feel like I might die if I have to sit here any longer. Do you ever feel like that? Like there is pressure building up inside and you're going to just explode? Now usually when I feel this way, there is a reason that I can attribute it to. Not so today. Nothing particularly stressful going on. Nobody has pissed me off. I don't have PMS. I'm taking my medicine, LOL. ; )
Maybe it's just that I would so much rather be at home. Oh, to have all day every day to scrapbook, play with Ashleigh, keep the house all nice and tidy.... {sigh} Of course, Kenneth would have to get a MASSIVE raise or we'd have to win the lottery or something like that. And since I don't think that's going to happen, I better get over this little phase I'm going through.
Monday, July 25
Equations
OK, another cute e-mail I got. But I love this. And once again, goes with my mood today!
From a strictly mathematical viewpoint, it goes like this:
What Makes 100%?� What does it mean to give MORE than 100%? Ever wonder about those people who say they are giving more than 100%? We have all been to those meetings where someone wants you to give over 100%. How about achieving 103%? What makes up 100% in life?
Here's a little mathematical formula that might help you answer these questions:
If:
A B C D E F G H I J K L M N O P Q R S T U V W X Y Z is represented as:
1 2 3 4 5 6 7 8 9 10 11 12 13 14 15 16 17 18 19 20 21 22 23 24 25 26.
Then:
H-A-R-D-W-O-R-K
8+1+18+4+23+15+18+11 = 98%
and
K-N-O-W-L-E-D-G-E
11+14+15+23+12+5+4+7+5 = 96%
But,
A-T-T-I-T-U-D-E
1+20+20+9+20+21+4+5 = 100%
And,
B-U-L-L-S-H-I-T
2+21+12+12+19+8+9+20 = 103%
AND, look how far ass kissing will take you.
A-S-S-K-I-S-S-I-N-G
1+19+19+11+9+19+19+9+14+7 = 118%
So, one can conclude with mathematical certainty that While Hard Work and Knowledge will get you close, and Attitude will get you there, it's the Bullshit and Ass Kissing that will put you over the top!
From a strictly mathematical viewpoint, it goes like this:
What Makes 100%?� What does it mean to give MORE than 100%? Ever wonder about those people who say they are giving more than 100%? We have all been to those meetings where someone wants you to give over 100%. How about achieving 103%? What makes up 100% in life?
Here's a little mathematical formula that might help you answer these questions:
If:
A B C D E F G H I J K L M N O P Q R S T U V W X Y Z is represented as:
1 2 3 4 5 6 7 8 9 10 11 12 13 14 15 16 17 18 19 20 21 22 23 24 25 26.
Then:
H-A-R-D-W-O-R-K
8+1+18+4+23+15+18+11 = 98%
and
K-N-O-W-L-E-D-G-E
11+14+15+23+12+5+4+7+5 = 96%
But,
A-T-T-I-T-U-D-E
1+20+20+9+20+21+4+5 = 100%
And,
B-U-L-L-S-H-I-T
2+21+12+12+19+8+9+20 = 103%
AND, look how far ass kissing will take you.
A-S-S-K-I-S-S-I-N-G
1+19+19+11+9+19+19+9+14+7 = 118%
So, one can conclude with mathematical certainty that While Hard Work and Knowledge will get you close, and Attitude will get you there, it's the Bullshit and Ass Kissing that will put you over the top!
Music
OK, don't know if I'll ever get an actual list made of all the songs that really move me. But I did want to share a band I really like with ya'll. I just LOVE The Black Keys! Their music is so cool. I've never heard them on the radio or anything, discovered them through a friend. They have several albums out and love them all.
I've also been loving Kelly Clarkson's CD, Break Away. Listened to it quite a bit this weekend. Really like the Addicted track. Not sure why I love it so much, but I do....
OK, back to work again...
I've also been loving Kelly Clarkson's CD, Break Away. Listened to it quite a bit this weekend. Really like the Addicted track. Not sure why I love it so much, but I do....
OK, back to work again...
Terrible, I know....
What follows is awful, I know. But it made me laugh and really fits my mood today.
Some people are like Slinkies. Not really good for anything, but you still can't help but smile when you see one tumble down the stairs.
More later. Gotta work!
Some people are like Slinkies. Not really good for anything, but you still can't help but smile when you see one tumble down the stairs.
More later. Gotta work!
Friday, July 22
Great Photos
OK, this is the one the photographer wanted to submit in her company's contest. I really like it, but then again, I like them all. I'd love it if you'd check them out! I thought I'd save us all the monotony of posting them all on my blog! Let me know what you think of them.
Ready for the Weekend
I don't know about you guys, but I'm so happy it's Friday!!! It's payday too, that's always a plus.
We're going to see my family this weekend and spending the night. It will only be the second time Ashleigh as spent the night at my parent's house, so who knows how that will go....
I'm just over the moon about Ashleigh's photos. I picked them up today and they are so good! I just love them all. I'm in the process of scanning them so I can share them. Of course some folks will get a real print, but unfortunately Kenneth and I are poor and can afford tons of photos to give everyone. Adding to the excitement is the photographer asked if she could enter one of the prints in her company's photo contest. If the photo is chosen, she'll win money, etc. Plus, the photo might be used in promotional materials and we'd get some free photo packages. That's all exciting, but the fact that a total stranger wants to enter MY baby in a contest is cool...
I checked out a really cool blog that Kelley recommended on her blog earlier today. I loved it and think the girl sounds awesome. She's a scrapbooker and tells it like it is. That seems to have gotten quite a few people in the "scrapbooking community" stirred up. So now there is all this cattiness flying around, so to speak. All this drama because some women are just being themselves and some other women are too uptight to live and let live. AAACCCKKKK!!!!! It reminded me once again why I've always shied away from message boards, online chat groups, etc. I love looking at layouts on 2 Peas, but I don't even get in a big hurry to post stuff anymore. Things have gotten so clique-y. And sometimes it seems like if you aren't on the cutting edge of the latest trends, you are looked down upon. WHATEVER!!!! I like to do what I want, when I want, how I want. Well, at least within my means. We have NO money for me to buy scrapbooking supplies, no matter how cool they are or how badly I think I might need them. I have to make due with what's in my scrap room. (also known as the laundry room, LOL). PLUS, I just don't need all that drama. I like to have a quiet life. Just do my own thing, my own way. You know, live and let live.
It's really sad that I do shy away from so many things, because I know there are so many great women out there I could connect with, but....do I really want to put up with all the asses that come along with that? I just don't know...
OK, now that I've had my little rant for the day, I'll log off for now.
We're going to see my family this weekend and spending the night. It will only be the second time Ashleigh as spent the night at my parent's house, so who knows how that will go....
I'm just over the moon about Ashleigh's photos. I picked them up today and they are so good! I just love them all. I'm in the process of scanning them so I can share them. Of course some folks will get a real print, but unfortunately Kenneth and I are poor and can afford tons of photos to give everyone. Adding to the excitement is the photographer asked if she could enter one of the prints in her company's photo contest. If the photo is chosen, she'll win money, etc. Plus, the photo might be used in promotional materials and we'd get some free photo packages. That's all exciting, but the fact that a total stranger wants to enter MY baby in a contest is cool...
I checked out a really cool blog that Kelley recommended on her blog earlier today. I loved it and think the girl sounds awesome. She's a scrapbooker and tells it like it is. That seems to have gotten quite a few people in the "scrapbooking community" stirred up. So now there is all this cattiness flying around, so to speak. All this drama because some women are just being themselves and some other women are too uptight to live and let live. AAACCCKKKK!!!!! It reminded me once again why I've always shied away from message boards, online chat groups, etc. I love looking at layouts on 2 Peas, but I don't even get in a big hurry to post stuff anymore. Things have gotten so clique-y. And sometimes it seems like if you aren't on the cutting edge of the latest trends, you are looked down upon. WHATEVER!!!! I like to do what I want, when I want, how I want. Well, at least within my means. We have NO money for me to buy scrapbooking supplies, no matter how cool they are or how badly I think I might need them. I have to make due with what's in my scrap room. (also known as the laundry room, LOL). PLUS, I just don't need all that drama. I like to have a quiet life. Just do my own thing, my own way. You know, live and let live.
It's really sad that I do shy away from so many things, because I know there are so many great women out there I could connect with, but....do I really want to put up with all the asses that come along with that? I just don't know...
OK, now that I've had my little rant for the day, I'll log off for now.
Thursday, July 21
An All Time Favorite
I absolutely LOVE this song by James Taylor. I always think of those closest to me when I hear it. Thought I'd share the lyrics with you. I plan on doing a scrapbook page with it on there sometime...
When you're down and troubled
And you need a helping hand
And nothing, whoa nothing is going right.
Close your eyes and think of me
And soon i will be there
To brighten up even your darkest nights.
You just call out my name,
And you know whereever i am
I'll come running, oh yeah baby
To see you again.
Winter, spring, summer, or fall,
All you have to do is call
And i'll be there, yeah, yeah, yeah.
You've got a friend.
If the sky above you
Should turn dark and full of clouds
And that old north wind should begin to blow
Keep your head together and call my name out loud
And soon i will be knocking upon your door.
You just call out my name and you know where ever i am
I'll come running to see you again.
When you're down and troubled
And you need a helping hand
And nothing, whoa nothing is going right.
Close your eyes and think of me
And soon i will be there
To brighten up even your darkest nights.
You just call out my name,
And you know whereever i am
I'll come running, oh yeah baby
To see you again.
Winter, spring, summer, or fall,
All you have to do is call
And i'll be there, yeah, yeah, yeah.
You've got a friend.
If the sky above you
Should turn dark and full of clouds
And that old north wind should begin to blow
Keep your head together and call my name out loud
And soon i will be knocking upon your door.
You just call out my name and you know where ever i am
I'll come running to see you again.
Battle of the Wills
Well, last night I'd finally had enough.
I stood my ground and I won the battle.
I will win the war.
I'm battling a 7 month old, but considering she came from TWO stubborn parents, I know it won't be easy. But I've had alot more practice being stubborn than she has, so I do have an advantage.
We've started having a little trouble with her going to bed at night. She did so well for so long, I was spoiled, I'll admit that. Now she's a little older and doesn't want to go to sleep, because she might miss something. Or if she does go to sleep, she wants us to be holding her or laying down with her. Sweet, but not going to happen. It's different if she's sick or something. But she's not.
Last night as I put her in her crib, she started crying. And flung her pacifier across the room. I tried to calm her, then gave her another pacy. She tossed it as well. OK. That's it. I told her that I loved her, but she WAS going to sleep. In her bed. All by herself. I turned on a little light-up musical crib toy and left. She was MAD. Fussing and crying. I put her bottle in the fridge and went into the living room to fold laundry. Kenneth looked at me funny and I told him she was just going to have to cry. I wish I had a picture of the look on his face! I told him that she was getting into this habit and I wasn't having it. When she started crying "Dada" it really got to him. I did go in there, but I did NOT pick her up. I just soothed her. And turned on the other crib toy. She fussed awhile longer, but went on to sleep.
And you know what? She was still thrilled to see me this morning and loved me just as much.
I just don't think you do a child any favors by spoiling them. Don't get me wrong, it WAS hard, but not as hard as I thought. I'm more than willing to do it over, because my child WILL have a healthy bedtime and sleep habits.
On a happier note, she "got" the sippy cup last night. The soft ones, she'll chew on and liquid comes out. But I gave her a hard one last night and she figured out how to get the drink to come out. I was so happy. It doesn't take much, does it, LOL!
I'll try to make a "non-Ashleigh" post later today.
I stood my ground and I won the battle.
I will win the war.
I'm battling a 7 month old, but considering she came from TWO stubborn parents, I know it won't be easy. But I've had alot more practice being stubborn than she has, so I do have an advantage.
We've started having a little trouble with her going to bed at night. She did so well for so long, I was spoiled, I'll admit that. Now she's a little older and doesn't want to go to sleep, because she might miss something. Or if she does go to sleep, she wants us to be holding her or laying down with her. Sweet, but not going to happen. It's different if she's sick or something. But she's not.
Last night as I put her in her crib, she started crying. And flung her pacifier across the room. I tried to calm her, then gave her another pacy. She tossed it as well. OK. That's it. I told her that I loved her, but she WAS going to sleep. In her bed. All by herself. I turned on a little light-up musical crib toy and left. She was MAD. Fussing and crying. I put her bottle in the fridge and went into the living room to fold laundry. Kenneth looked at me funny and I told him she was just going to have to cry. I wish I had a picture of the look on his face! I told him that she was getting into this habit and I wasn't having it. When she started crying "Dada" it really got to him. I did go in there, but I did NOT pick her up. I just soothed her. And turned on the other crib toy. She fussed awhile longer, but went on to sleep.
And you know what? She was still thrilled to see me this morning and loved me just as much.
I just don't think you do a child any favors by spoiling them. Don't get me wrong, it WAS hard, but not as hard as I thought. I'm more than willing to do it over, because my child WILL have a healthy bedtime and sleep habits.
On a happier note, she "got" the sippy cup last night. The soft ones, she'll chew on and liquid comes out. But I gave her a hard one last night and she figured out how to get the drink to come out. I was so happy. It doesn't take much, does it, LOL!
I'll try to make a "non-Ashleigh" post later today.
Wednesday, July 20
Song Writer
Did you know that unexpected creativity can spring from all sorts of places? Like surprisingly to anyone who knows me, I can make up song lyrics on the spot and they rhyme sometimes?
One I made up not too long after Ashleigh was born goes like this:
(sing to tune of Itsy Bitsy Spider)
Little Ashleigh Reagan is a pretty girl,
She's got a smile that lights up the whole world.
Her Mom and Daddy love her and that is a fact,
They would never, ever send her back.
OK. Stop laughing. I know that song writers everywhere can rest easy knowing I won't be taking any work from them. BUT my baby LOVES it and that's all that matters. Kenneth is alternately amused and horrified by my attempts. But it's kinda fun, really. Unfortunately, I make up most of them on the fly during dinner time or when getting her ready for bed, so I don't remember them.
Here's another one that she really loves. I can't tell you a tune to sing it to, I composed the "music" for this one, as well as the words.
Boogey woogey Ashleigh-roo,
Boogey woogey eyes of blue,
Boogey woogey Mommy loves you,
Boogey woogey woogey woogey Daddy does too.
This should prove to you I'll do ANYTHING for my baby. Especially considering I'll sing these to her in public (very quietly) when she's fussy.
But you know, my repetoire of classic children's songs is limited. I've been looking up lyrics on the internet like crazy though! because you might think you know how a song goes until you try to sing it, then realize you know 2 lines! Like Twinkle Twinkle Little Star, or Here Comes Peter Cottontail. (I do reserve Peter Cottontail for Easter time, though.)
I've been reading some articles about improving memory, reducing stress, etc. Mabye I'll be able to work up a more thought-provoking entry for tomorrow!
One I made up not too long after Ashleigh was born goes like this:
(sing to tune of Itsy Bitsy Spider)
Little Ashleigh Reagan is a pretty girl,
She's got a smile that lights up the whole world.
Her Mom and Daddy love her and that is a fact,
They would never, ever send her back.
OK. Stop laughing. I know that song writers everywhere can rest easy knowing I won't be taking any work from them. BUT my baby LOVES it and that's all that matters. Kenneth is alternately amused and horrified by my attempts. But it's kinda fun, really. Unfortunately, I make up most of them on the fly during dinner time or when getting her ready for bed, so I don't remember them.
Here's another one that she really loves. I can't tell you a tune to sing it to, I composed the "music" for this one, as well as the words.
Boogey woogey Ashleigh-roo,
Boogey woogey eyes of blue,
Boogey woogey Mommy loves you,
Boogey woogey woogey woogey Daddy does too.
This should prove to you I'll do ANYTHING for my baby. Especially considering I'll sing these to her in public (very quietly) when she's fussy.
But you know, my repetoire of classic children's songs is limited. I've been looking up lyrics on the internet like crazy though! because you might think you know how a song goes until you try to sing it, then realize you know 2 lines! Like Twinkle Twinkle Little Star, or Here Comes Peter Cottontail. (I do reserve Peter Cottontail for Easter time, though.)
I've been reading some articles about improving memory, reducing stress, etc. Mabye I'll be able to work up a more thought-provoking entry for tomorrow!
Tuesday, July 19
A New Look
Thanks to my friend Kelley and her fiance, Chris, my blog has a new look. I LOVE this photo of Kenneth and Ashleigh. I took it one night while they were playing and Kenneth didn't really want me to take any photos. Glad I didn't listen to him!
Anyway, in the course of doing that for me, (THANKS AGAIN!!!!!) Chris encountered some problems, had to rewrite some of the code for my blog, and my links were lost. But that's OK. Just might take me a day or two to get them back on here, depending on how busy we are here at work.
Thanks again to Kelley and Chris. I just LOVE this new look. It's much more "me."
Anyway, in the course of doing that for me, (THANKS AGAIN!!!!!) Chris encountered some problems, had to rewrite some of the code for my blog, and my links were lost. But that's OK. Just might take me a day or two to get them back on here, depending on how busy we are here at work.
Thanks again to Kelley and Chris. I just LOVE this new look. It's much more "me."
Wild Child
I'm so lucky, I get to see this every night! I know before long, her hair will be too long to do this, so I enjoy it while I can.
The day this was made, she'd learned she could squint her eyes. She knows all about the camera flash, so I might have trouble getting those baby blues for awhile! Kenneth and I took more pictures that night, check them out!
Here is a quote that really touched me this weekend: "It's interesting to meet your reason for living." That was from Johnny Depp in an interview, he was talking about the birth of his first child. I didn't write it down, so I might not have gotten it exactly right, but you get the gist of it. It really summed things up for me. That's the closest words have ever came to describing how I felt when Dr. Otey showed Ashleigh to me the first time.
The day this was made, she'd learned she could squint her eyes. She knows all about the camera flash, so I might have trouble getting those baby blues for awhile! Kenneth and I took more pictures that night, check them out!
Here is a quote that really touched me this weekend: "It's interesting to meet your reason for living." That was from Johnny Depp in an interview, he was talking about the birth of his first child. I didn't write it down, so I might not have gotten it exactly right, but you get the gist of it. It really summed things up for me. That's the closest words have ever came to describing how I felt when Dr. Otey showed Ashleigh to me the first time.
Monday, July 18
Meet my sister...
{First let me say this is the best recent photo I have of her, Ashleigh just happens to be in it, LOL!}
Cory is 9 years younger than me and I've often felt more like a mother to her than a sister. Of course now that she's older, that's not as bad.
We are incredibly different, yet we still are close and I consider her a friend. And that has taken some effort, because we haven't lived in close proximity in over 14 years! First I went to college and came home on weekends and summer, of course. Then I transferred to a college further away and came home twice a month. Then I got married and lived 80 miles away.
When Cory decided to go to college, she chose the University of Southern Mississippi, which is on the other end of the state. She now works on campus and is engaged to be married. My baby sister married. That's a weird concept to me. I remember my parents waking me up at 3 a.m. to go to my grandparent's house because Mama was in labor. I was terribly excited about having a sister, but didn't see why she couldn't have waited until morning! My teacher gave me dimes (yes, DIMES!) to go use the payphone to call throughout the day to see if my sister was born. Only back then, we didn't know if I'd have a brother or a sister until she was born.
When she finally got to come home, it was like having a live doll to play with! And as she grew up, things didn't change much. I remember having to trick her into letting me braid her long hair every day. She didn't want it French braided, but if I called it something else, that was OK. And putting make-up on her was always fun too.
She might live several hours away, but we usually see eachother about once a month. And talk (IM) almost daily. I think we've become much closer over the past few years and I am so happy for that.
Cory is 9 years younger than me and I've often felt more like a mother to her than a sister. Of course now that she's older, that's not as bad.
We are incredibly different, yet we still are close and I consider her a friend. And that has taken some effort, because we haven't lived in close proximity in over 14 years! First I went to college and came home on weekends and summer, of course. Then I transferred to a college further away and came home twice a month. Then I got married and lived 80 miles away.
When Cory decided to go to college, she chose the University of Southern Mississippi, which is on the other end of the state. She now works on campus and is engaged to be married. My baby sister married. That's a weird concept to me. I remember my parents waking me up at 3 a.m. to go to my grandparent's house because Mama was in labor. I was terribly excited about having a sister, but didn't see why she couldn't have waited until morning! My teacher gave me dimes (yes, DIMES!) to go use the payphone to call throughout the day to see if my sister was born. Only back then, we didn't know if I'd have a brother or a sister until she was born.
When she finally got to come home, it was like having a live doll to play with! And as she grew up, things didn't change much. I remember having to trick her into letting me braid her long hair every day. She didn't want it French braided, but if I called it something else, that was OK. And putting make-up on her was always fun too.
She might live several hours away, but we usually see eachother about once a month. And talk (IM) almost daily. I think we've become much closer over the past few years and I am so happy for that.
5 months
The colors are a little funky in this scan, but you get the idea. I painted the orange strip and the stencil 5 to match the colors in her outfit. I mixed the paint and it's really close, you just can't tell it here!
When I was helping Angela Saturday, I realized I was making scrapbooking much harder than it had to be. While all my pages won't be this simple, it's OK to have them. My problem is overthinking which elements to use. I want to keep digging through my stash, because I might have something better. And then I wonder if I want to use something because it might be just what I need for an upcoming page. I've got to learn to let all that go and just do it! I've got a backlog of pages to post, I'll try to let you know when I get them on 2Peas.
When I was helping Angela Saturday, I realized I was making scrapbooking much harder than it had to be. While all my pages won't be this simple, it's OK to have them. My problem is overthinking which elements to use. I want to keep digging through my stash, because I might have something better. And then I wonder if I want to use something because it might be just what I need for an upcoming page. I've got to learn to let all that go and just do it! I've got a backlog of pages to post, I'll try to let you know when I get them on 2Peas.
Bath Time
This is a super-simple layout of Ashleigh's bathtime in the kitchen sink. The stickers say sweet, sassy and happy. The background paper shows up much better in person, so it's not quite as plain as it looks here!
Ashleigh Update
As Kelley pointed out ; ) I forgot something very important on my weekend recap!
::Ashleigh said "Mama" for the first time! Dada is still her favorite, but she said Mama three times Sunday.
::She managed to finally get up on her hands and knees! It didn't last long, but she held on for a few seconds before her knees slid out to the sides in the "frog position"!
::Ashleigh said "Mama" for the first time! Dada is still her favorite, but she said Mama three times Sunday.
::She managed to finally get up on her hands and knees! It didn't last long, but she held on for a few seconds before her knees slid out to the sides in the "frog position"!
Weekend Update
We had a nice, fairly relaxing weekend. Here are the highlights:
::Cleaned house Friday night & spend time with Kenneth. (spending time with Ashleigh is a given, every day!)
::Had a blast hanging out with Angela Saturday, got 10 pages done for her friend's baby scrapbook.
::Tried a new pizza from the California Pizza Kitchen (?) and it was Y-U-M-M-Y.
::Got 2 pages done for Ashleigh's album. Will post later.
::Finished a great book.
::Made a peach cobbler, which was very good.
::Fell asleep on couch by 9pm Saturday...so much for romance!
::Took a long nap with Ashleigh Sunday.
::Documented Ashleigh's bedtime routine with photos.
Hope you all had a good weekend as well!
::Cleaned house Friday night & spend time with Kenneth. (spending time with Ashleigh is a given, every day!)
::Had a blast hanging out with Angela Saturday, got 10 pages done for her friend's baby scrapbook.
::Tried a new pizza from the California Pizza Kitchen (?) and it was Y-U-M-M-Y.
::Got 2 pages done for Ashleigh's album. Will post later.
::Finished a great book.
::Made a peach cobbler, which was very good.
::Fell asleep on couch by 9pm Saturday...so much for romance!
::Took a long nap with Ashleigh Sunday.
::Documented Ashleigh's bedtime routine with photos.
Hope you all had a good weekend as well!
Friday, July 15
My Friend Angela
I realized yesterday afternoon that I'd left a very important link off my blog. My friend Angela has a where she posts photos, etc. It's called bluejett. Check it out.
I couldn't easily find the photo I wanted to post here so her introduction will be photoless. (There is a pic of her on her site if you check it out.)
I met Angela during my unfortunate experience of working at a printing company in Tupelo. I won't name it, because I might say some very unflattering things about it in this post. She is actually the only reason I don't consider that a complete waste of 8 months of my life. That's right, I only lasted 8 months working for those crazy people! But not only did I gain a lifelong friend, she taught me how to use Adobe Illustrator! I couldnt' imagine NOT using that program now....
We don't get to see eachother or even talk as often as I'd like, but I consider her a close friend. She is very funny and lots of fun to hang out with. She has a very sarcastic sense of humor, which I love. That sarcasm got her in loads of trouble at that horrible place where we met. I don't think those people knew what sarcasm and joking around were! Thankfully she has a wonderful job now, working with SANE people.
We used to go on road trips together occasionally and they were always fun, if not a little dangerous. Once when going to a concert in Birmingham, AL, she ended up stopping in the projects to ask for directions!! A drunk man with 2 teeth started telling us to go 25 blocks back the way we came....and every turn was at a Church's or Popeye's chicken place! I just knew we'd get shot....Obviously we didn't, but I don't care if I NEVER see Birmingham again in my life! Then there was the trip to Nashville, TN and we were going to visit the zoo. They have two, and we were going to the one with the more exotic animals. We drove by the "local animals" one and as we got to where the other one was SUPPOSED to be, it wasn't there!!! They told her at a gas station that they MOVED it! WHO MOVES A ZOO??? That was just insane. And guess what? They moved it in with the other zoo we'd driven by!! You think they'd have had a sign or something. But by that time we'd wasted over an hour and it was raining. So no zoo for us.....We had tons of fun though, and that's all that matters!
I couldn't easily find the photo I wanted to post here so her introduction will be photoless. (There is a pic of her on her site if you check it out.)
I met Angela during my unfortunate experience of working at a printing company in Tupelo. I won't name it, because I might say some very unflattering things about it in this post. She is actually the only reason I don't consider that a complete waste of 8 months of my life. That's right, I only lasted 8 months working for those crazy people! But not only did I gain a lifelong friend, she taught me how to use Adobe Illustrator! I couldnt' imagine NOT using that program now....
We don't get to see eachother or even talk as often as I'd like, but I consider her a close friend. She is very funny and lots of fun to hang out with. She has a very sarcastic sense of humor, which I love. That sarcasm got her in loads of trouble at that horrible place where we met. I don't think those people knew what sarcasm and joking around were! Thankfully she has a wonderful job now, working with SANE people.
We used to go on road trips together occasionally and they were always fun, if not a little dangerous. Once when going to a concert in Birmingham, AL, she ended up stopping in the projects to ask for directions!! A drunk man with 2 teeth started telling us to go 25 blocks back the way we came....and every turn was at a Church's or Popeye's chicken place! I just knew we'd get shot....Obviously we didn't, but I don't care if I NEVER see Birmingham again in my life! Then there was the trip to Nashville, TN and we were going to visit the zoo. They have two, and we were going to the one with the more exotic animals. We drove by the "local animals" one and as we got to where the other one was SUPPOSED to be, it wasn't there!!! They told her at a gas station that they MOVED it! WHO MOVES A ZOO??? That was just insane. And guess what? They moved it in with the other zoo we'd driven by!! You think they'd have had a sign or something. But by that time we'd wasted over an hour and it was raining. So no zoo for us.....We had tons of fun though, and that's all that matters!
Thursday, July 14
Somebody's Getting Married!
Labor Day weekend, Kenneth and I, along with several of our friends are going to Memphis, TN, for the wedding of our long time friend, Nell, to her man, Brian.
I'm excited! Not only will this be my first overnight trip away from Ashleigh (NOT excited about that part), but it will be our first time to stay in the Peabody.
I used to work with Nell, then on vacation she met Brian, a lawyer from New York. Within a year, she moved up there and now they're moving into a house in the 'burbs and getting married! A very sweet love story. And they are the cutest couple. Thought I had a photo of them, but I didn't, so pics of the hotel will have to do for now!
I'm excited! Not only will this be my first overnight trip away from Ashleigh (NOT excited about that part), but it will be our first time to stay in the Peabody.
I used to work with Nell, then on vacation she met Brian, a lawyer from New York. Within a year, she moved up there and now they're moving into a house in the 'burbs and getting married! A very sweet love story. And they are the cutest couple. Thought I had a photo of them, but I didn't, so pics of the hotel will have to do for now!
Good Friend
I plan to start introducing my good friends & family on my blog.
Regina gets to be first, partly because I found this photo I took of her last fall. Lucky girl, LOL!
We are first cousins, our mothers are sisters. We are less than a year apart in age, so we naturally always teamed up. We grew up spending time together at our Grandparent's home in the summertime, during holidays, etc. Then as we got older, we would stay over at eachother's house. Our friendship has grown over the years.
We did such fun things together as kids! We'd go exploring in the woods, abandoned houses and graveyards. One of our all-time favorite stories is when we "made" walkie-talkies out of band-aid boxes (back when they were metal), construction paper and paper clips! I could spend loads of time telling you more, but I won't bore you!
Regina gets to be first, partly because I found this photo I took of her last fall. Lucky girl, LOL!
We are first cousins, our mothers are sisters. We are less than a year apart in age, so we naturally always teamed up. We grew up spending time together at our Grandparent's home in the summertime, during holidays, etc. Then as we got older, we would stay over at eachother's house. Our friendship has grown over the years.
We did such fun things together as kids! We'd go exploring in the woods, abandoned houses and graveyards. One of our all-time favorite stories is when we "made" walkie-talkies out of band-aid boxes (back when they were metal), construction paper and paper clips! I could spend loads of time telling you more, but I won't bore you!
Pretty In Pink
This weekend Regina came to visit and while shopping, she said she HAD TO buy Ashleigh some clothes. She has so many clothes already, but is quickly outgrowing them. She has a little room to grow in these two outfits. She also bought her a little sleeveless hooded lime green top that will be adorable this fall over a white top. And a cute little turquoise skirt for next summer.
Thanks for the cute clothes!
Thanks for the cute clothes!
Jackie & Kenneth
This is an older pic of me and my hubby, but I like it anyway. It was taken Oct. 7, '04, at a baby shower his co-workers surprised him with.
I don't know if I'd have looked so happy if I knew it would be 2 months (to the day) before I went in the hospital to have Ashleigh. I was getting HUGE!
I don't know if I'd have looked so happy if I knew it would be 2 months (to the day) before I went in the hospital to have Ashleigh. I was getting HUGE!
Silly, Pretty Kitty
Thought I'd introduce you to my cat, Moo. How he got his name is a long story. We didn't intend on having a "Moo Taylor" in the family! He looks like a full-blooded seal point Siamese, but he's a mutt cat! But he ACTS like a Siamese. Very vocal, moody...you get the idea. He'll be 11 years old this fall, but he doesn't act old at all. I think he's so pretty. Love his blue eyes! Funny thing about cats, you never know where they'll be! Several months ago, I walked into the bedroom, to see him peering out of a pillowcase at me. How he made room for his big self (almost 14 lbs.) in there with the pillow is beyond me!
Fried Green Tomatoes, Workouts and More
OK, so how many of you like fried green tomatoes? I'm thinking they might be somewhat a Southern thing, but I don't know. I can't imagine not ever having them. Of course I can't imagine going to a restaurant & the waiter looking at me like I'm crazy when I order sweet tea!!
Kenneth introduced me to a new dish a month or so ago. Fried Green Tomato Sandwich. Y.U.M.M.Y. I can imagine many of you wrinkling your noses in disgust, but don't knock it until you've tried it! He eats his with Thousand Island dressing (yuck) while I prefer mine with mayo. He's had one before from a local restaurant and they put bacon on theirs. He says that is really good. I very rarely ever buy bacon, so I may never know.
Now after I've told you about my healthy dinner (LOL) lets move on to working out. WHY oh WHY is it so hard? I feel incredibly better when I do exercise. Not only physically, but mentally. And I can tell my endurance improves daily. What is it about the human psyche that makes it so easy to NOT do something that makes us feel better? Are we just self-destructive by nature? Like vitamins. They make me feel better. But I'll take them for awhile, then quit! No reason, I'll just stop taking them. I took them for awhile before I got pregnant, then religiously while pregnant. I kept that up until March, then started back in June. I plan to keep it up this time.
I hope all of you who visit my blog notice all the links down the side now!!! I added "Links" and "Blogs I Visit" yesterday. I messed it up, but Kelley straightened it out for me. THANK YOU THANK YOU THANK YOU. Again. This morning I added my favorite authors. I LOVE to read. I mainly only get to read during my lunch hour at work, but I try to grab a minute here and there whenever I can. If anyone has any authors/books you think I'd like, love to hear them. And Kelley, I PROMISE I'm going to read the books you recommended. Mom just brought me a stack of books to read, so maybe when I get through with them....
I'll have some more posts later in the day, photos and such....
Kenneth introduced me to a new dish a month or so ago. Fried Green Tomato Sandwich. Y.U.M.M.Y. I can imagine many of you wrinkling your noses in disgust, but don't knock it until you've tried it! He eats his with Thousand Island dressing (yuck) while I prefer mine with mayo. He's had one before from a local restaurant and they put bacon on theirs. He says that is really good. I very rarely ever buy bacon, so I may never know.
Now after I've told you about my healthy dinner (LOL) lets move on to working out. WHY oh WHY is it so hard? I feel incredibly better when I do exercise. Not only physically, but mentally. And I can tell my endurance improves daily. What is it about the human psyche that makes it so easy to NOT do something that makes us feel better? Are we just self-destructive by nature? Like vitamins. They make me feel better. But I'll take them for awhile, then quit! No reason, I'll just stop taking them. I took them for awhile before I got pregnant, then religiously while pregnant. I kept that up until March, then started back in June. I plan to keep it up this time.
I hope all of you who visit my blog notice all the links down the side now!!! I added "Links" and "Blogs I Visit" yesterday. I messed it up, but Kelley straightened it out for me. THANK YOU THANK YOU THANK YOU. Again. This morning I added my favorite authors. I LOVE to read. I mainly only get to read during my lunch hour at work, but I try to grab a minute here and there whenever I can. If anyone has any authors/books you think I'd like, love to hear them. And Kelley, I PROMISE I'm going to read the books you recommended. Mom just brought me a stack of books to read, so maybe when I get through with them....
I'll have some more posts later in the day, photos and such....
Wednesday, July 13
A New Day
I've decided to rediscover my love of music.
A dear friend made a post to her blog about songs that meant something to her. And I realized I've let music sort of fade WAAAYYY into the background. No wonder I've been feeling sluggish and grumpy lately!!!
Because of a series of unfortunate events here at work (read: my co-worker's radio got stolen....again...) there isn't music playing out loud. Enter iTunes. And some headphones.
Life is good.
They're the little headphones that stick in your ear. Not crazy about them, but they were lent to me. Anyway, I only have one in, so I can still hear if anyone talks to me. And I can listen to whatever I want to. Whatever suits my mood. I'm quite excited. My mood is already better.
This will also allow me to work on my own list of songs. After I make the list, I think I'll make a playlist of them on my iTunes. My "Feel Good Playlist." And really, shouldn't we all have one of those?
A dear friend made a post to her blog about songs that meant something to her. And I realized I've let music sort of fade WAAAYYY into the background. No wonder I've been feeling sluggish and grumpy lately!!!
Because of a series of unfortunate events here at work (read: my co-worker's radio got stolen....again...) there isn't music playing out loud. Enter iTunes. And some headphones.
Life is good.
They're the little headphones that stick in your ear. Not crazy about them, but they were lent to me. Anyway, I only have one in, so I can still hear if anyone talks to me. And I can listen to whatever I want to. Whatever suits my mood. I'm quite excited. My mood is already better.
This will also allow me to work on my own list of songs. After I make the list, I think I'll make a playlist of them on my iTunes. My "Feel Good Playlist." And really, shouldn't we all have one of those?
Tuesday, July 12
First Birthday Party
This is from the first birthday party Ashleigh was invited to! My good friend Rachel's son, Clay just turned 7. I was holding her in this photo, but looked so bad on so many levels, I cropped myself out. But I just love this face!!
Also, YAY FOR ME!!!! I did my first link. What a nerd I am to be so excited over that. Or wait....wouldn't a nerd take it for granted everyone knew how to do that? LOL...
Also, YAY FOR ME!!!! I did my first link. What a nerd I am to be so excited over that. Or wait....wouldn't a nerd take it for granted everyone knew how to do that? LOL...
Seven Months Old
Tried a new backdrop for Ashleigh's 7 Month photos. I was thinking that eventually I'll have to stop this monthly tradition (won't I?), but if so, when? I guess when she gets old enough to tell me. But for now I enjoy it!
I changed this to B&W because her nose and around her mouth look orangey-yellow. I swear it didn't look that way in person. Oh well....
If you want to see the others I took from that day, click here.
I changed this to B&W because her nose and around her mouth look orangey-yellow. I swear it didn't look that way in person. Oh well....
If you want to see the others I took from that day, click here.
Monday, July 11
Well, so much for this idea...
OK. I decided to try to do a post from home, even though we have a horribly slow internet connection. I FINALLY get logged on and as I suspected, it's TOTALLY DIFFERENT from posting from my Mac. All sorts of options, etc. Everything is totally different. So I thought. Hmph! I click on the photo option to upload a photo. The window pops up, I hit browse and do you know what happens?!?! I don't get to browse for a photo, that's for damn sure. That part of the box disappears, leaving me with only the formatting options. OOOOOOKAAAYYYY. So I thought maybe I was being stupid and clicked on the "upload" button only for it to tell me to choose a photo first. Well, no s**t!!! I tried that a few times before giving up.
I'll just do a little text post. Yeah right. I'm typing along and decide to bold something. Bad idea. THAT just deletes the entire freakin' entry. Oh. My. God. I'm so pissed right now. So my current line of thinking is to either find another blog service that is Mac friendly (because I just don't have time for this at home, especially with our slow connection) or just forget the entire idea.
Don't get me wrong. It's nice to have a place to vent, share thoughts, etc. and get the occasional feedback from others. BUT this has been one of the most FRUSTRATING (imagine that word bold) experiences of my LIFE!!!!! ARRGGHHHH!!!!! It looks horrible, I can't do anything creative with it. I can't even add links on the side or anything.
I really want to scream and generally pitch a little hissy fit right now....And yes, it WOULD make be feel better. But Ashleigh's mood has been a little iffy since her nap and I'm sure that it would not make her feel better at all.
I just don't really like doing things half-asssed and I think that's exactly what this whole blog thing has turned into. [Insert screaming and banging fists on desk here.]
I suppose tomorrow I'll post some photos from work. I'm just so done with this blog right now. I'm going to go eat some lunch (late, I know) watch tv and play with my baby.
I'll just do a little text post. Yeah right. I'm typing along and decide to bold something. Bad idea. THAT just deletes the entire freakin' entry. Oh. My. God. I'm so pissed right now. So my current line of thinking is to either find another blog service that is Mac friendly (because I just don't have time for this at home, especially with our slow connection) or just forget the entire idea.
Don't get me wrong. It's nice to have a place to vent, share thoughts, etc. and get the occasional feedback from others. BUT this has been one of the most FRUSTRATING (imagine that word bold) experiences of my LIFE!!!!! ARRGGHHHH!!!!! It looks horrible, I can't do anything creative with it. I can't even add links on the side or anything.
I really want to scream and generally pitch a little hissy fit right now....And yes, it WOULD make be feel better. But Ashleigh's mood has been a little iffy since her nap and I'm sure that it would not make her feel better at all.
I just don't really like doing things half-asssed and I think that's exactly what this whole blog thing has turned into. [Insert screaming and banging fists on desk here.]
I suppose tomorrow I'll post some photos from work. I'm just so done with this blog right now. I'm going to go eat some lunch (late, I know) watch tv and play with my baby.
Friday, July 8
Mohawk Hair
She'll hate us for this when she's older. I just know it.
Oh well, it's fun now!!! And blackmail later, LOL.
All her hair sticks straight up when she's lying down, but Kenneth wanted her to sit up for these photos. Which was a great idea, but gave her more of a mohawk.
Oh well, it's fun now!!! And blackmail later, LOL.
All her hair sticks straight up when she's lying down, but Kenneth wanted her to sit up for these photos. Which was a great idea, but gave her more of a mohawk.
Hair Horns
After Ashleigh's bath last night, I told Kenneth I wanted to take photos of her hair all sticking straight up after I rubbed it dry with a towel.
He gave her horns! : )
He gave her horns! : )
Had a thought...
You know, I just had a little thought and decided to share it, for what it's worth.
I think everyone admires (or envies) certain qualities in other people. Whether it's a talent, ability, physical traits...there's something. It's easy to feel like everyone else has the "good stuff." You know what? While you are sitting around envying others, there are people who envy you too! We all have things that others wish they had! So I guess one of the keys to being content is focusing on those good things you do have.
I'm not sure I really did a good job of putting my thoughts into words, but I gave it a shot!
I'm sure I'll post some photos later. We had fun playing with Ashleigh's hair last night, LOL!!!
I think everyone admires (or envies) certain qualities in other people. Whether it's a talent, ability, physical traits...there's something. It's easy to feel like everyone else has the "good stuff." You know what? While you are sitting around envying others, there are people who envy you too! We all have things that others wish they had! So I guess one of the keys to being content is focusing on those good things you do have.
I'm not sure I really did a good job of putting my thoughts into words, but I gave it a shot!
I'm sure I'll post some photos later. We had fun playing with Ashleigh's hair last night, LOL!!!
Thursday, July 7
Pursuit of Happiness
OK, this digital layout isn't anything spectacular, but I did it during a few spare minutes at work the other day.
We didn't get any "patriotic" photos of Ashleigh on her first July 4th, but I really thought this one was sweet.
We didn't get any "patriotic" photos of Ashleigh on her first July 4th, but I really thought this one was sweet.
Do They Know?
Do the people in your life know how much they mean to you?
I started thinking about this yesterday after my Mom left to return home. She's on vacation this week and came down to babysit Ashleigh for the day. It was my idea, not because I needed a babysitter, but I wanted my Mom to spend some one-on-one time with her granddaughter. She was a little nervous because she hasn't cared for a baby in 20+ years. But of course she did great and has an awesome time!
ANYWAY, all of that to bring me to this: I realized that I was SO lucky to have a Mom who would drive 80 miles one evening to come to my house, only to babysit for the day and then drive 80 miles back home. And not because I needed her to. I just thought it'd be fun. I know lots of people have awesome mothers, but lots of people don't. I need to be sure my Mom knows just how much I appreciate her. She loves us all and is constantly doing little things for us. She is so giving. (She brought a sack of "snacks"-granola bars & such, apples, tomatoes, grapes, a canteloupe and homemade rolls just to give me.)
And why should that stop with my Mom?
My mother-in-law keeps Ashleigh every day and takes excellent care of her. And it's not unusual for her to call and say she's cooked dinner, stop by and eat before going home.
My entire family is so giving an loving--not just the Moms! It's great to have such a network to call on whenever I need something, anything at all. And know that help will be given without a second thought. I have many close friends under this category as well.
I am so blessed to have all this love in my life, I want to be sure everyone knows how much I love and appreciate them.
I started thinking about this yesterday after my Mom left to return home. She's on vacation this week and came down to babysit Ashleigh for the day. It was my idea, not because I needed a babysitter, but I wanted my Mom to spend some one-on-one time with her granddaughter. She was a little nervous because she hasn't cared for a baby in 20+ years. But of course she did great and has an awesome time!
ANYWAY, all of that to bring me to this: I realized that I was SO lucky to have a Mom who would drive 80 miles one evening to come to my house, only to babysit for the day and then drive 80 miles back home. And not because I needed her to. I just thought it'd be fun. I know lots of people have awesome mothers, but lots of people don't. I need to be sure my Mom knows just how much I appreciate her. She loves us all and is constantly doing little things for us. She is so giving. (She brought a sack of "snacks"-granola bars & such, apples, tomatoes, grapes, a canteloupe and homemade rolls just to give me.)
And why should that stop with my Mom?
My mother-in-law keeps Ashleigh every day and takes excellent care of her. And it's not unusual for her to call and say she's cooked dinner, stop by and eat before going home.
My entire family is so giving an loving--not just the Moms! It's great to have such a network to call on whenever I need something, anything at all. And know that help will be given without a second thought. I have many close friends under this category as well.
I am so blessed to have all this love in my life, I want to be sure everyone knows how much I love and appreciate them.
Wednesday, July 6
Feeling Better
Well, I still have alot on my mind, but I am feeling better!
I have to just remember that average is OK, because when I look around I realize that there are lots of people who would probably be thrilled with average! I don't mean that as a put-down, really, I just think it's true.
I see pettiness and greed and back-stabbing and false friendships all around. And I feel really good about myself that I don't resort to that type of behavior! I'm a really straight-forward kind of girl. What you see is what you get. And what you hear is the honest truth. I don't go out of my way to be brutally honest if it's going to hurt someone, but I don't lie or give false compliments. I get along well with everyone I work with, but I don't buddy up to them if I really don't like them very much. See, I figure it IS my job to get along with my co-workers for the sake of job we're here to do. I don't really think that's being two-faced, do you? Because if I told some people what I really thought of them, I'd be in SOOOO much trouble. Maybe even fired! ; ) So I guess I do keep some things to myself...but it's more of a professionalism thing. (Can you tell there is a lot of BS going on right now at work? LOL)
But anyway, I guess I've realized that while I might not have some of the amazing abilities that I envy in others, I do have one thing going for me: I really believe I'm a good person. I certainly have faults, but everyone does.
Here are a few things I like about myself:
:: I am a loyal friend
:: I really DO enjoy giving. (I like receiving too, but I get so much joy from giving!)
:: I try to always give compliments when I really like/am impressed with something
:: I try to cheer others when they are down
:: I work hard to be the best Mom I can be
:: I strive to be a good wife (and according to Kenneth I am. He's the only one that counts on this one!)
:: I am a good listener
:: I try to be a positive influence on those around me. (Obviously I'm not always!)
OK, that took a little while to come up with! Why is it so hard to think positively about yourself and so darn easy to be negative? Oh well, that's life, I suppose!
Anyway, I'm back on my way to happiness. Much further away from the black hole, so to speak, than for the past several days. Wish me luck! : )
I have to just remember that average is OK, because when I look around I realize that there are lots of people who would probably be thrilled with average! I don't mean that as a put-down, really, I just think it's true.
I see pettiness and greed and back-stabbing and false friendships all around. And I feel really good about myself that I don't resort to that type of behavior! I'm a really straight-forward kind of girl. What you see is what you get. And what you hear is the honest truth. I don't go out of my way to be brutally honest if it's going to hurt someone, but I don't lie or give false compliments. I get along well with everyone I work with, but I don't buddy up to them if I really don't like them very much. See, I figure it IS my job to get along with my co-workers for the sake of job we're here to do. I don't really think that's being two-faced, do you? Because if I told some people what I really thought of them, I'd be in SOOOO much trouble. Maybe even fired! ; ) So I guess I do keep some things to myself...but it's more of a professionalism thing. (Can you tell there is a lot of BS going on right now at work? LOL)
But anyway, I guess I've realized that while I might not have some of the amazing abilities that I envy in others, I do have one thing going for me: I really believe I'm a good person. I certainly have faults, but everyone does.
Here are a few things I like about myself:
:: I am a loyal friend
:: I really DO enjoy giving. (I like receiving too, but I get so much joy from giving!)
:: I try to always give compliments when I really like/am impressed with something
:: I try to cheer others when they are down
:: I work hard to be the best Mom I can be
:: I strive to be a good wife (and according to Kenneth I am. He's the only one that counts on this one!)
:: I am a good listener
:: I try to be a positive influence on those around me. (Obviously I'm not always!)
OK, that took a little while to come up with! Why is it so hard to think positively about yourself and so darn easy to be negative? Oh well, that's life, I suppose!
Anyway, I'm back on my way to happiness. Much further away from the black hole, so to speak, than for the past several days. Wish me luck! : )
Tuesday, July 5
Feeling Crappy
Well, I've not posted in several days for a few reasons. One, because I didn't have time to think about it over the holiday weekend and because I've been feeling very negative lately. I think maybe that started Thursday of last week? Not sure exactly, but I swear, it was like a storm cloud came rolling in and I've been in the gloom ever since.
The thing is, I don't know why! We're not in the best-ever financial shape, but we've certainly been in much worse shape. I was doing really well with working out and eating better, had even lost about 4 pounds. So what gives? I think part of it may be another blog I looked at. It's the blog of someone I don't know and the chances of them EVER hearing this are slim to none, but I still won't say who it was. But this person is REALLY great at something, several things actually. And it isn't that I'm jealous of that person's abilities and good fortune. It just hit me that I'm not REALLY good at anything. I don't particularly excel at anything and that just depressed the heck out of me. Even as I write this it sounds silly, but I really think that's what started it all.
And once that snowball of negativity starts rolling, it just gets bigger and bigger and is SO hard to stop! I've tried, really I have. I've made mental and written lists of what I have to be thankful for and what my strengths are. And to be perfectly honest, it's just not helping. I know I'm blessed with family and friends and a job (even though I do complain about it!). And while I don't excel at any one thing, I believe I'm above average on many things. So WHY isn't that good enough? Maybe sometimes we just need to feel blue for a few days. I don't know. Or, maybe like I told a friend at lunch today, maybe it's just a bad case of PMS. That lovely event should be just around the corner, LOL.
I wish I could follow this all up with a post about what a wonderful July 4th I had, but that's not going to happen either. It wasn't horrible by any means, but we just stayed home the entire weekend, except for dinner with my in-laws and some extended family Monday afternoon. And that was really nice. We stayed home because Ashleigh has/had Fifth Disease which isn't a big deal but heat makes the rash "act up" for lack of a better term. And it's stifling hot, so we stayed inside with the wonderful AC. Homebody that I am, this didn't bother me at all. I took my time playing with Ashleigh and doing laundry, etc. on Saturday. Late in the evening, she started getting fussy. Then she would NOT go to sleep. Until 11:30! Then she was uncomfortable and fussy all night. Then WIDE AWAKE at 6am. Ugh. I did take a nap, because I was not doing well Sunday on 3 hours of sleep! She was fussy and needy all day Sunday as well, but slept a good deal better that night. Yesterday she was much closer to normal. I know that raising a baby won't always be smooth sailing, and I just take this past week as a reminder of what a good baby she (normally) is and say a small prayer for all the parents of fussier babies!
The thing is, I don't know why! We're not in the best-ever financial shape, but we've certainly been in much worse shape. I was doing really well with working out and eating better, had even lost about 4 pounds. So what gives? I think part of it may be another blog I looked at. It's the blog of someone I don't know and the chances of them EVER hearing this are slim to none, but I still won't say who it was. But this person is REALLY great at something, several things actually. And it isn't that I'm jealous of that person's abilities and good fortune. It just hit me that I'm not REALLY good at anything. I don't particularly excel at anything and that just depressed the heck out of me. Even as I write this it sounds silly, but I really think that's what started it all.
And once that snowball of negativity starts rolling, it just gets bigger and bigger and is SO hard to stop! I've tried, really I have. I've made mental and written lists of what I have to be thankful for and what my strengths are. And to be perfectly honest, it's just not helping. I know I'm blessed with family and friends and a job (even though I do complain about it!). And while I don't excel at any one thing, I believe I'm above average on many things. So WHY isn't that good enough? Maybe sometimes we just need to feel blue for a few days. I don't know. Or, maybe like I told a friend at lunch today, maybe it's just a bad case of PMS. That lovely event should be just around the corner, LOL.
I wish I could follow this all up with a post about what a wonderful July 4th I had, but that's not going to happen either. It wasn't horrible by any means, but we just stayed home the entire weekend, except for dinner with my in-laws and some extended family Monday afternoon. And that was really nice. We stayed home because Ashleigh has/had Fifth Disease which isn't a big deal but heat makes the rash "act up" for lack of a better term. And it's stifling hot, so we stayed inside with the wonderful AC. Homebody that I am, this didn't bother me at all. I took my time playing with Ashleigh and doing laundry, etc. on Saturday. Late in the evening, she started getting fussy. Then she would NOT go to sleep. Until 11:30! Then she was uncomfortable and fussy all night. Then WIDE AWAKE at 6am. Ugh. I did take a nap, because I was not doing well Sunday on 3 hours of sleep! She was fussy and needy all day Sunday as well, but slept a good deal better that night. Yesterday she was much closer to normal. I know that raising a baby won't always be smooth sailing, and I just take this past week as a reminder of what a good baby she (normally) is and say a small prayer for all the parents of fussier babies!
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